Another night where I try to remember that smell.
Heh.

[

feel

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depressed

]

i still have some fifty over days to go. and yet, i am so stricken with grief and sadness, now.

oh, i guess, you can't have it all. one or the other.
but i am glad that i have made what i have. and have what i have.

hahaha, this is has got to be one of the weirdest feelings in the world.