||[Mar. 17th, 2011|11:03 pm]
i still have some fifty over days to go. and yet, i am so stricken with grief and sadness, now.
oh, i guess, you can't have it all. one or the other.
but i am glad that i have made what i have. and have what i have.
hahaha, this is has got to be one of the weirdest feelings in the world.